' SHUEN.

Happy Seven!

2012-02-23T23:39:00.002+08:00

Say byeeeee to unhappy 6th,

HAPPY 7TH (MONTHS)! Lol.

As a form of encouragement to clear my two quizzes this week, Ry suggested going for 2D1N Korean BBQ Buffet after my quiz today, and since it is the 23rd again!(:

Hahaha, I don't know what's with his pout! BUT I CHOSE THIS PHOTO COS cannot see the pimples! NICE RIGHT ME! HAHAHAHA.:P Lousy camera la (2MP ONLY?!?), cannot wait to change my phone next month!

HEEHEE <3

2012-02-19T22:27:00.001+08:00

At least I think that was the right thing to do.
The others shouldn't matter.

Cold night!

2012-02-19T05:20:00.004+08:00

I KIND OF MISS YOU.
Can't wait to see you later.

Finally finished my lab report.
Spent more than 10hours on it ):
/Bad prioritizing!

Our first V day.

2012-02-18T20:16:00.007+08:00

One year ago, where it all started.

I thank my girls, for all the encouragements and support.
I thank myself, for being blur enough to miss a chance of having Vday dinner with you last year.(LOL)
I thank you, for giving me the chance to celebrate our first Vday tgt this year.

Had a short V day celebration with BF. IT WAS REALLY SHORT. ~4 hours only, ): Because he was so busy that day, and I stayed back to do DIP before meeting him. Nevertheless, enjoyed my evening with him.(: (HE PROMISED TO HAVE A LONGER V DAY WITH ME NEXT YEAR!:P)

Had dinner at Cafe Cartel, BPP. The very first time there was actually a queue for it, wow! Look at his serving for dinner, all 3 ribs were his okay! AND HE MANAGED TO FINISH THEM ALL. HUGE APPETITE. We even shared 6 macarons (Breadtalk macarons are so disappointing!):), I took a bite each, and he had the rest! Hahaha.

My V day presents, love it!:D It's a practical gift for me, though a lil' too pricey for a V day present. He actually dropped me quite a lot of hints, but I didn't really catch them, so was quite surprised when I received it. Reading the stuff he wrote, kinda made me tear-ed, I was probably still feeling emotional. Electronics usually don't have a good ending when it lands in my hands, but this time, I'm sure to take good care of it. Thanks so much dear.(:

2012-02-17T00:08:00.000+08:00

How do you ever move on from there?
I can't even imagine.

Compromise.

2012-02-13T20:15:00.003+08:00

11 Feb.

To learn to give in.

Compromise: To reach an agreement in which everyone involved accepts less that what they wanted at first.

And is the night that I sliced my toe and it bled for 2 hours.
I was freaking scared. Accident-prone.):

But everything after that horrible day was good.<3

MT

2012-02-11T23:23:00.001+08:00

Name me something that is going right in my life right now.

Help!

2012-02-11T04:23:00.000+08:00

This is hard, but I will still try. ):

PJ Orientation '12

2012-02-11T02:43:00.002+08:00

PJC Orientation 2012.(: Mass dance, fun dance, cute dance. I feel old now.

I certainly miss Infinity 08 and Stellar Evolution 09. All the nonsense we did together, tough and tiring times we endured through, it's hard to imagine unless you're one of us.

I miss 9th SC, so much so that I don't mind organising another council gathering. Hopefully this feeling stays till holidays are here luh. Lol!

But we can all smile,
when we think of the memories we've made.

&He is just awesome.(:

):

2012-02-09T00:52:00.002+08:00

Maybe I just need a good night sleep.
Damn all the negativity I'm feeling right now.
I thought I was feeling better already.

'By your side'.

MT

2012-02-04T14:18:00.002+08:00

Patience is a virtue.

Stop giving me that inferior feeling, all of you.
Reverse psychology so don't work on me.

MT

2012-02-04T14:07:00.003+08:00

Virgos have a lively mind that is constantly thinking and can never truly be hushed.
-Zodiacchic.tumblr.com

Why can't we all jus be simple?
Emotional, yes I am.
I wanna cry.

PJC 9th Student Council

2012-02-02T19:18:00.002+08:00

It's special beyond words can say.
A chance of lifetime,
A gift that life blessed us with.

Christmas '08 (:

2012-02-02T18:24:00.002+08:00

Prezzies!

2012-01-26T21:57:00.004+08:00

My more special black box!-Gift for attending his Commissioning Ball.

HAPPY 6TH gift; A bracelet that I found while looking for accessories for Comms ball. So glad that he got it for me, because I've been thinking of it since then but got no time to get it. I saw it at Marina, but when he went back, it was out of stock. Thankfully, he still managed to get it at Nex outlet!:D

Sweet treat after a long 0830-1830 day of lessons. Met at JP for Pepper Lunch dinner, before heading back to BPP to study.

He came over to NTU today to have lunch with Elaine, and waited till I ended lessons. BPP again for study session. 0830 lessons/DIP are really tiring.):

THANKS FOR ALL THE TIME MONEY EFFORT.(:

Crap

2012-01-24T19:51:00.002+08:00

Fml. Never will I marry someone who drinks. Never will I believe that power of love can change a man.

Dorothy ♥

2012-01-22T11:59:00.007+08:00

A BIG BIG THANKS TO MY DEAR DOROTHY for accompanying me to shop for my dress and accessories to go with the dress and the theme, coming over to my house to help me make-up and to curl my impossible-to-curl hair. She was really sweet, I told her I was on a diet that day (to ensure that my tummy doesn't come out).. and she brought me the Special K cornflakes with <2% fats! Hahahaha. Awesome friend I have.♥

Sick again.

2012-01-17T23:53:00.004+08:00

Spent the first day of my second week in school with
-A swollen leg
-A swollen eye
-Cough
-Flu
-Fever

And lessons started from 0830 till 1800, with only one hr lunch break. I think, I think I'm a superwoman.-.-

Ry came over to see me and spent some time at my house reading his newspapers. Thankful that he came over, at least I managed to get a tutorial done instead of jus KO-ing on the bed.

15JAN

2012-01-15T23:18:00.002+08:00

Ry came over to pick me and sent me to Centrepoint this afternoon because of my injured leg, and made sure I walked slowly. Sweet much.♥

Crystal Jade Korean BBQ Buffet was damn awesome. Visited it like one yr ago with Swiss guys, and their standard is still there. Enjoyed the company, enjoyed the food. 10 of us were there, attendance not bad sia (missing Ernest though)- Weeling, Zhixuan, Huimin, Suwei, Ximing, Jay, Weicong, Edwin, Kegan &myself.

Somehow XMM was behaving like 2yrs old instead of 21yrs old, and don't know since when (maybe the influence of his small eyes) he was damn blur. The birthday gift was like right infront of him and he didn't even notice it!! Hahaha. Love the watch that Weeling and the others chose for him, looks damn nice!

Awfully chocolate birthday cake for XMM! It taste damn awesome, really! Okay, chocolate what! Hahaha. Really thank Weeling for all the efforts she put in organising such a successful 21st celebration for XMM!:D I'm really glad I'm still keeping in touch with this clique of council people, though I probably drifted with quite a few of them!

Met Ry again later in the night, because I haven't been studying much this weekend.): It was a pretty short study session, but at least I did something luh uh. Hahaha.

Went home and asked my parents if my leg is swollen.. and my daddy was commenting "没有看过这么失败的人，穿平底鞋还可以跌倒.." )': BUT he was damn sweet la, he actually helped me to apply med and rub it, I was almost in tears. Because of the pain I meant, but yes, I was damn touched. Hahaha.

Really hope it will recover before Sat.): Wasn't in a very good condition for the Social Night, so going to take care of myself this week.):

Fall ):

2012-01-15T01:55:00.003+08:00

After the so many sprains i had in sec sch and jc, i began to be scared of falling. But me being the clumsy me, is pretty accident-prone. So while walking down the stairs just now, somehow my ankle didn't land properly and landed 90degrees down instead (like how i always get my ankle sprained!) Good thing, or bad thing, was my leg went str into the gaps of the drain.): had a cut, but the blue black is hurting me as i walk.):

Thankful that i had zj with me, malu max.

If i were a kid, i'll prob jus sit down and cry. Hahaha

):

2012-01-12T23:54:00.001+08:00

超内疚的，对不起！):

Balance. Losing balance

2012-01-11T23:35:00.003+08:00

School starts.

Yes, it's just the third day and I feel that I've been really busy. I feel a lil' behind time too. Thinking bout this weekend totally burnt, I really feel the sense of urgency. First week is supposed to be a more relaxed week, with no tutorials and lab sessions. Yet, it doesn't feel this way at all. I'm afraid how things will turn out from next week on, real busy.

Prioritise.

I think my sleep comes first now. 0830-1700 lessons tmr. Goodbye.

First week of 2012!

2012-01-08T21:19:00.003+08:00

Countdown;
Wanted to countdown with MTM but it ended only Ry and I. Caught a movie at Lido, I've always wanted to visit Lido cinemas since they renovated and finally had the chance to.(: Had dinner and bbt before heading down to Vivo. Walked around in search of dress/suit to kill time. Anyway, the Ch8 countdown party seems so 没气氛 to me, I still prefer Marina!

02Jan;
Seriously, been so long since I went out for breakfast with my parents. Pretty glad that my daddy suggested it, somehow he feels that I'm eating too lil'. So we had Macs breakfast, I was hoping for a Macs lunch though, TWISTER FRIES!!): Ry came over to my house, and we spent the whole aftnoon nua-ing while watching movies (and I kinda forgot what we watched-.-)

Had to get dressed up to attend a wedding dinner with dad and gyn! I love attending wedding dinners, but this time seems a lil' too awkward though. Nevetheless, good food!

03Jan;
Went over to Clementi to meet the girls, bought materials to make Ek's card. But had to leave for dental after that, and had a miserable time while the dentists tried to pluck two teeth out.)': Shoppingz after that, in search of a dress.

Met up with the guys and Mel for Marche, poor me only got to eat a bowl of mushroom soup for dinner since my mouth was hurting so bad! Had a mini celebration for Ek before we headed to Cold Stone Creamery for desserts. Ahh nice!:D Had a nice chat with them, but still Chris is absent again!):

04Jan;
All thanks to Dorothy, I managed to get my long dress and all the accessories to go with it, all in one day! Super grateful to her, else I would still be cracking my brain of what to wear man! Yay!

Went home early to be Gyn's babysitter. Haha. Really did everything with him that night, and I still kinda feel so excited that he is in primary school alrdy. LOL.

05Jan;
Dental againzxz!

06Jan;
AND YES, dental AGAINZXZ! Third appt in a week. But this one is a total waste of time, traveled all the way jus for a 15min session, which doesn't even require me to be there. Arghs! Was pretty angry with my inefficient dentist, but also because of his inefficiency, I'm putting on my braces at a later date.. which is a good thing!(:

Explored the revamped 10mile junction, and it was such a disappointment. Another Gong Cha opening in there when there is alrdy one in BPP, and no fastfood (no Popeyes, no BK!D:)!

Finally met Nic (been like half a yr!!), Elaine, Zijian and Yap for dinner, Crystal Jade Buffet at PS! Omg, the guys are really really full of nonsense! Hahaha. Really love council people!:D But I don't really like the food there, okay randomz!

07Jan;
Ninet's 21st birthday celebration!:D Had steamboat at her house, 13people squeezed at a table and within seconds after the pot lid was open, all the food were gone. LOL. Random groups of people (though all from Swiss), it was pretty awkward at the start. But after the steamboat, the ice between us kinda melt! Comes the cake cutting session, Ninet had her whole face wiped with cake cream all thanks to Xuan Han! Hahaha. I was pretty safe throughout, no cream on me at all!(: Last came the games session! It was super fun! Played some drinking game, but in place of alcoholic drinks, we used tap water instead. Got us all damn high!:D Happyz~

08Jan;
Shoppingz with Ry, in search of his suit! All done now!(: And yes, Popeyes before school reopens tmr.): Ahh!

Why!

2012-01-06T16:23:00.001+08:00

Every freaking thing screwed just because of one mistake.
I just hope my appeal goes well.):

My 2011

2012-01-05T12:46:00.011+08:00

So many more family gatherings in 2011, Marina Barrage, Pasir Ris Park, Vietnam Trip, Family Chalet, Museum visit, Movie Marathon... So many activities to the point that we were complaining that we were sick of each other's faces. Hahaha! Still, good family bonding sessions.(:

More family dinners at Dayee's place in 2011.(: We are like finding every chance to go over for dinner, ZI CHA + HOME COOKED FOOD. Awesome! I would say I have better relationship with my gorgor and jiejie too.(:

Ahh, my lovely 3Fs!(: We really don't meet up often, especially with Clara, but it's really awesome how we can talk about anything and everything from studies to personal life everytime we meet. 2011, I met up with Audrey more often, for random meals and study sessions.(: It's sweet how she would text me words of concern and she is such a funny girl who never fails to make me laugh.(:

2E4E2!(: We are meeting up more often this year, probably because the other girls have graduated from poly and the guys are in army.(: Rather, I am meeting the girls more than I used to, and meeting the guys less than I used to. Lol.

4E2'07, we had a class steamboat which less than half the class attended and a class chalet which even lesser people came! Hahaha. Somehow I don't really see us meeting up as a class anymore..

Swiss athletes! Thanks to Yijun, he always the one organising CNY visiting, bball outings for us!(:

OG09 is still meeting up! Hahaha. 4 of us and we claim that it's OG outing! LOL.

08S16, yes we still have a few class gatherings every year. But I think we are quite cliquish! Hahaha. I am really so glad that I found Dorothy, Le Ting, Melody.(: All the htht sessions, the good advices they offered and Dorothy really takes good care of me like a mummyyyy.♥ Ohh, and we finally finally finally have a full clique steamboat at Melody's house this year - Melody, Le Ting, Dorothy, Ek Neng, Wei Siang, Christopher!:D

Council gathering (which only less than half the council turned up, fail!). Hahaha. But still, I am glad to be keeping in touch with most of the council people. Esprico- Weeling, Kegan, Weicong, Jay. MTM- Steven, Leonard, Ruiyong, Zijian. Suwei, Zhixuan, Huimin, Elaine, Fiona, Ximing, Ernest, Edwin, Nicholas.

Took up a part-time admin job at Pico, it was a crazy job. First time that I worked like more than 24hrs, staying over at the office/ boss' hotel room. It was a damn angsty week, but I learnt a lot. Glad to have friends working with me during the event, and made even more friends. And I can never forget how sweet bf was during these few days.(:

I never thought I would be meeting uni friends outside school, but yea we had two meetups during the two holidays! This attendance was bad, Sharon ps-ed me last min because she wasn't feeling well! But the one we had recently, we had 6of us!(: No photos though, because I left early.):

Dorothy's uni clique, and I'm like one of them.(: Meet up with them for lunch every Monday, and even joined them for study sessions when it was nearing exams. Really a nice bunch of people, and I don't really feel awkward with them at any point.(:

I'm glad I have you in my life.(: Thank you for all the time you spent with me, everything you've done for me and all my moodswings and whinings you have to endure.

A pretty much awesome 2011 that I had, a not so great 20th birthday, but still keeping in touch with good old friends, making new friends and maintaining a healthy bgr. Balancing studies, family, friends and bf is indeed a great challenge for me, especially so when I am nowhere near 'smart'. Still, it is hard and challenging times like these that I will know who is always there giving me the support and encourgements that I needed. Thank you all, have a blessed 2012.(:

In 2012, I aim to maintain my good old friendships, be in a happy relationship, spend more time with family, and ofcourse to balance everything with my school work. I would love a happier, more independent, more compromising and understanding, less whiny me.(:

Uh.

2011-12-29T22:15:00.004+08:00

Am I really doing good?
All of the sudden, I feel.. Stagnant?
I cannot even find a proper word to describe.
-.-

Fever

2011-12-26T15:43:00.003+08:00

Poor girl, spent my Boxing Day with my temp running so high.): Woke up with a temp of 39.2 degrees. But it has gone down now!

Christmas!

2011-12-25T23:11:00.003+08:00

Resorts World Sentosa,
Maritime Experiential Museum & Aquarium, Typhoon Theatre,
Shuying, Shuqi, Yiying, Yitorng, gorgor.

Shared Garrett Popcorn with cousins, happiness! Hahaha. How a packet of popcorn can make me happy.-.-

Left my cousins early, went over to get bf all the stuffs he needed. (And seriously, Admiralty is running short of pi pa gao. Prime supermarket, Shop&save and Guardian ALL OUT OF STOCK!) Poor boy, spent Christmas with his temp was running so high.): Get well soon!

HOHOHO!

2011-12-25T01:06:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY COUSIN QH & XIAOGU!

Okay, actually I'm quite disappointed that we aren't having a family Christmas party this year. I purposely blocked out my 25th for this. AND THIS MEANS NO CHOCOLATE LOG(BIRTHDAY) CAKES THIS YEAR.)': *POUTSLIKEAKID

Busy Month

2011-12-25T00:15:00.007+08:00

My December

1st:
Playnation @Prinsep, 2D1N Korean Buffet @Tanjong Pagar - Leting, Dorothy, Huihui, Justine, Kenny.
Breaking Dawn movie @The Cathay - Leting, Dorothy, Justine.

2nd:
Steven's ORD Parade @Keat Hong Camp - Steven, Fiona, Kegan.

3rd:
Pasta for lunch @Clementi - DD, Audrey.
K box and dinner @Chinatown - Ximing, J, Erny.

4th:
Farmart @CCK, Bugis - Jiejie, gorgor, gyn.

5th:
Dinner @Dayee's house, stayover @5yee's house - Dayee, uncle, mummy, jiejie, gorgor, gyn.

6th-12th:
Family trip to Vietnam!

12th:
Ruiyong came over!:D

13th:
NUA AT HOME!:D

14th:
Steamboat @Melody's house - Melody, Dorothy, Leting, Weisiang, Ekneng, Christopher
Stayover @Melody's house - Melody, Dorothy, Leting, Ekneng, Christopher

15th:
Pick Gyn from Dayee's house

16th:
Lunch @Raffles Place - Steven.
Dinner &Movie@Ruiyong's house.

17th:
Jap Buffet @Cine - Waeting, Jiongle, Yikming, Yongbin.
MI movie @Lot1 - Yikming, Yongbin. We saw Shafiq on our way back!

18th:
DATE!:D Winnie the pooh movie @Serene's house, search for elepfuns @Town, Prata dinner+ Beancurd desserts @Thompson Road - Ruiyong.

19th-21st:
Family Chalet @Aloha Loyang.

21st:
Popeyes Lunch @Cathay - Gorgor, Yiying, Shuying.
Alvin &the chipmunks @Cathay, Puss in Boots @PS - Yiying, Shuying.
Bali Thai dinner, Christmas Shoppingz @Ion - Leonard, Doreen, Yuping.

22nd:
K session @Chinatown - Sharon, Hidar, Nigel, Yonghua, Gareth.

23rd:
Dental appointment @NUH. K session @NTU Alumni Clubhouse Buona Vista, Wendys dinner @Holland Village - Weeling, Zhixuan, Zijian, Ximing, Edwin.
Ruiyong came over for a 5th mth surprise!:D

24th:
Pontian Wanton Mee lunch, Playnation @Scape - Ruiyong, Leonard, Zijian.

ONE MORE WEEK TO 2012,
TWO MORE WEEKS TO Y2S2.
THIS IS FAST!

GWS!

2011-12-24T23:11:00.002+08:00

I love how I can hide in your arms and forget everything that bothers me.
I love how you try to be there for me every time I feel unwell/ miserable.

Thank you for coming over to pick me, get well soon love.(:

happy 5th!

2011-12-23T23:37:00.001+08:00

Thanks for the surprise, sweet maxxxxx!(:

Idgad

2011-12-23T20:44:00.001+08:00

Don't you get it,
just get out of my life.

2011-12-22T22:55:00.002+08:00

12 hours ago,
12 hours after.

The day started horribly,
but it's ending well.

I thank you for putting up with me this whole week.♥

2011-12-22T10:55:00.002+08:00

Something that meant so much to you
could mean so lil' to someone else
And it just hurts
when the someone is just so dear to you

Lil' things

2011-12-20T10:51:00.002+08:00

A question I would never bother to ask, but I still did.
A text that almost made me tear-ed, but I had to hold it back.

I'm grateful.(':

Bye!

2011-12-19T13:47:00.001+08:00

Family chalet, 19-21st!
I will be back!:D

M&W

2011-12-19T13:20:00.002+08:00

Read this from muslimvillage.com

To make a woman feel loved give her the three AAAs: Attention, Affection, & Appreciation. To make a man feel loved give him the three RRRs: Respect, Reassurance, & Relief.

Men and women, different in our own ways yet able to complement each other in some ways.

PBH!

2011-12-18T23:11:00.003+08:00

It's nice how talking to you always make me feels better. Today's date wasn't really awesome, but you're awesome.(: PBH!

The first visit.(:

2011-12-18T11:19:00.003+08:00

或许我的要求太高了吧。

/Every second felt like minutes,
every minute felt like hours.
When I'm waiting for you to come.

Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol

2011-12-17T22:35:00.001+08:00

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Will you lie with me
And just forget the world?

The end.

2011-12-16T00:32:00.003+08:00

All the guilt I've felt
All the tears I've shed

All the lies you said
All the promises you made

All the times we spent
All the quarrels we had

I blame it all on my stupidity, my stubbornness.

2011-12-10T00:53:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i wonder if there will be a day when you'll miss me more than i miss you.

I need you- Westlife

2011-12-05T15:09:00.002+08:00

I'll be true,
here for you.
Don't leave me lonely,
cos' I need you.

Haven't left,
but I can't wait to be back.

Mad Rush

2011-12-05T15:05:00.003+08:00

Spent the whole day in the kitchen helping mummy to prepare food for dinner later!:D Heading out to Dayee's house after I bathed, and to 5yee's house for a stay over after dinner! Won't be home till 12th!

BYE PEOPLE!

Holidays lo!

2011-12-04T21:35:00.005+08:00

THURSDAY.
Met with Le Ting, Doro and her friends for Playnation. I'm glad I didn't give it a miss. I am not the games kind of person, and I am not particularly close to Dorothy's friends. But they are really a nice group of people to hang around with, had so much fun with them.(: Left early to head off to 2D1N at Tanjong Pagar, awesome Korean buffet! It's really nice, with nice company too. Wanted to go home and rest, but it was too tempting when the girls asked me to join them to watch Breaking Dawn. I guess they are the only clique who will watch this movie with me, so I tagged along. Was dead beat when I finally reached home, so contented! But burnt a hole in my pocket, especially so when Mummy cut my pocket money by half this month. HOW TO SURVIVE! Hahaha.

FRIDAY.
Woke up early in the morning, met Fiona to attend our dear Steven's ORD Parade. Thanks to Fiona, she joined because no one was accompanying me over, damn nice!:D I learnt something that day, ORD=Operational Ready Date! Hahaha. It was so coincidental that his parents walked over and sat beside us. Hahaha.

SATURDAY.
Met DD and Audrey for lunch at Clementi. Pasta, I think I still have phobia of it after 3years! Hahaha. Slacked around and chatted before I had to leave to meet Xiaoming, J and Erny.

Went over to Chinatown to K. Yayness seriously!:D Been wanting to K (like always), but just don't have the luxury to. But still, the guys sang mostly English songs, no one to sing Chinese songs with me.): BU GUO YING AH! I need Chinese K buddies!! Hahaha. Only sang like 3hours before we got chased out.): Dinner-ed at some food centre at Chinatown, reminds me that the last time I was there was with Yap and Ry, been such a long time. Had much fun playing with all sorts of games on the bus! Hahaha. Haven't met these friends for a long time but it is always fun to be hanging out with them, brings much laughter to my life.(:

SUNDAY.
FAMILY DAY!!! Went out with Gorgor and Jiejie to celebrate Gyn's birthday! So since Gyn wanted to go to farm, we headed to Farmart! It was pretty boring actually. HAHAHAHA. And I realised I'm pretty timid! LOL. Great accomplishment when I touched a fish while feeding it, and when the mini chicken rested on my hand. I swear it was damn scary, I was pleading the guy to get it off my hand. LOL.

Went over to Bugis to get a cheap watch for him since he will be entering primary school next year. Was really quite tired since I haven't been slping well and got woken up pretty early, but still it is nice to spend time with family.(:

Going over to Dayee's house to dinner tgt tmr!:D Another family day before flyinggggg.(:

I will be back, AND YOU WILL BE BACK.(:
8 more days.

2011-12-02T16:20:00.003+08:00

How does it feel knowing someone who played you got played?

The whole chunk that was typed, explains my exact feelings. Karma, I would say.

Swiss schoolmate!

2011-11-30T13:08:00.004+08:00

A secondary schoolmate getting married next month.

The first time she talked to me was when we were in Secondary three, after my first breakup, I was crying like a useless idiot. For days, or even weeks. In swiss, we kinda know everyone in the same level because our classrooms are just side by side. But we didn't really talk before. She came up to me, talked to me and encouraged me on. I was touched, really. Hence, my impression of her was really good. But after that, we didn't really talk too. Maybe just exchanging of smiles.

Later on, another ex of mine told me he kinda see her traits in me, and mistook his liking for her as his liking for me. It feels really bad when he told me this, especially since we have gotten together already. I would have been very jealous if it was any other girl. But since it was her, and she was nicer than me in many other ways. So I came to terms with that.

Now that she has found her Mr Right. I would still think that getting married at the age of 20 is really early, but she feels that age is not a factor. I sincerely hope that she would have a blissful marriage. Happy for her!:D

Post exams!

2011-11-29T23:15:00.003+08:00

It was the first time that I came home straight after exams, and didn't even go out after that.(: Feels good. It was a happy day, spending time with my parents and my bed.

Only bad thing was that since the jap buffet session was postponed, I cannot find another day that all of us will be free for it.): AHH.

My new mattress came yesterday, now my bed is damn hard. Me don't like, kept whining bout it!): It feels like I'm lying on the sofa, or worse since it's still new! A hard and stiff customized mattress for 230+$, I don't know what's the point, but oh wells. I'm stuck with it.

So mummy really cooked chicken rice for me yesterday! Been pestering her to cook chicken rice since forever! Heehee. It was a table of good home cooked food, me likes! Broccoli too, bf's fav.):

Dad's been weirdz. This morning, he was asking me how is my bed and reminding me to bring an umbrella out since it was raining. Since when he became so caring?!? Hahaha.

Went back to school today, with the intention to help Dorothy and her friends with programming. But only managed to help Kenny with 2q, and the remaining time I was chionging my drama. HAHAHA.

Met DD after that! He never had Gong Cha before, so I treated him Milk Tea with white pearl. I drank Taro Milk, and HE TOLD ME THEY TASTED THE SAME. Weird people with weird taste buds!

酸酸的，总觉得被骗的感觉。但不重要了。你开心就好，不是吗？

13 more days. OMGIWTD.

2011-11-29T23:12:00.001+08:00

This is for you, mean boy.

2011-11-28T03:32:00.000+08:00

Can't wait to eat mummy's chicken rice tmr!!(:

Cherish.

2011-11-27T23:51:00.003+08:00

Don't want an ending - Sam Tsui

I'm scared to say goodbye
Cos' what's after that
I don't know

Talked to DD.
A feeling I haven't had for a long time.
I'm scared.
I don't want to fall again.

CHERISH,

What are words

2011-11-27T16:32:00.002+08:00

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them,
What are words
If they are only for good times
Than they don't.

/sets me thinking.

Last paper!!

2011-11-27T04:25:00.000+08:00

15 more days to go.

And I can't wait for exams to end tmr.
Need to really study hard later,
ONE MORE DAY TO GO!

My eyes are half closed,
Good nights!

&Sam Tsui's songs are just so awesome!!:D
(I'm blogging because I'm listening to his songs!)

Falling Stars

2011-11-26T23:11:00.003+08:00

Cos' I always knew that the day will come,
and I'm not enough to make you stay.

11th day.

2011-11-26T04:27:00.002+08:00

Last night, 10th night, horrible night. Was in bed since 1.30, but only managed to fall aslp when it was nearing 4am.): So much for sleeping early.

It's not early anymore, hope I get a better night. Really need to study more efficiently tmr. I need my rest, instant knock out pls! Good nights world!

16 more days.

2011-11-25T00:19:00.002+08:00

Longest call, 24:34 mins.

He said it was the 9th day.
But there is still 17days.

2011-11-24T13:09:00.001+08:00

So, everything is gonna change from here?

2011-11-23T20:30:00.003+08:00

Thanks to Jiong, I managed to have my Popeyes and frozen yoghurt!:D YAYYYY.

It's the 4th!

2011-11-23T00:03:00.001+08:00

Happy 4th! I hate army! Hahaha.

Still, thanks for the call and the text.<3

2011-11-22T13:23:00.003+08:00

It didn't get easier.
7th day, Imyls.

2011-11-21T19:23:00.002+08:00

Hi. I just had the worst paper of my life.

It was so bad that I cried, started thinking why on earth I got myself stuck in this course and wanted to leave the exam hall when it wasn't even half way through the paper..

I don't know why I'm always seated away from my singaporean friends but seated around all the ATs instead. It made me feel that I'm the stupidest being on earth because they were all scribbling away and after the paper they were saying it was pretty manageable.. The only comfort was when while walking out of the exam hall, I heard quite a lot of the 'I can't even do a single question' kind of conversations.

Came home, str to bed till mummy woke me up for dinner. Felt a lot better after talking to mummy over dinner. But still, haven't really gotten over the fact that despite all the efforts I put in, I still couldn't do a single question of today's paper.. Prepared to retake the module, but I don't really know how to move on from here since this is a prerequisite for next sem's course..

Oh wells, because of mummy, because of working hard tgt tgt, I need to study even harder for my last two papers, hopefully it will help me pull my gpa up a lil' more..

Enough of whinings, enough of crying.

Circuit Analysis

2011-11-20T05:29:00.004+08:00

To friends who have known me for a long time, you might be thinking I'm going crazy studying 3E.

To be honest, I kind of like my modules this semester: Circuit Analysis, Digital Electronics, Engineering Mathematics 1, Data Structures and Algorithms. So not me to be liking such Physic-y subjects but I find them pretty interesting. But liking them and understanding them is still two different thing. I take a VERY VERY long time to understand them (I feel really really stupid -__-). And hence, I am still damn far away from completing my studying (not to say revision and memorising formula!!). I NEED MORE TIME TO STUDY. Wish me luck for tmr's studying &hope that my 24hrs becomes 48hrs.

Oh wells, I think my brain is dead alrdy and before I fall aslp in front of my lappy again, GOOD NIGHTS WORLD.(:

Rain rain go awayyyyyyy

2011-11-20T00:01:00.005+08:00

If I say that one hour call didn't affect me, I must be lying. Things have been hard on you, I know. But what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. I hope things will really get better for you, and every other friend out there who are having problems of their own. Take it one step at a time, everything will just turn out fine in the end. 加油 people！

JUST FOR YOU, HAHA

2011-11-19T23:47:00.002+08:00

Can't help but smile when I see this.

Second call

2011-11-19T19:52:00.004+08:00

Only managed to catch up 10mins of my sleep before i got woken up by a call from tw again.(: yayness. But now, I can't get back to sleep, shall start studying in awhile. End of 4th day.

First weekend without you. Always look forward to weekends so that we could meet, but now I've to look forward to the end of the 4th weekend so that we could meet againzxz.

Before you reach the first post, I shall remind you here that you should be humble. Hahahaha!(:

2011-11-18T21:10:00.001+08:00

CALL FROM TW.(:
AWESOMEZ.

3DAYS DOWN,
BUT IT'S ONLY.... 1/9.

2011-11-17T21:22:00.003+08:00

Told you not to stop at random places, now I can't stop thinking of you on my way home.

Miss you much, and it's only the second day..):

First Day

2011-11-16T22:27:00.003+08:00

The first day that you were away, there is always something happening to me. Today, I got stuck in the lift for the first time. It was really quite a scary experience. The lucky part was its door was half open at my storey, so I gave daddy a call and he came out to open the door for me.(: *PHEW seriously.

It feels weird that everytime I check my phone, there isn't any messages. It feels weird that when there are messages, it isn't from you. But at least I got one from you today!:D This time it really didn't feel as bad.(:

RY

2011-11-16T03:03:00.005+08:00

Super love this month's photos! Was contemplating to post or not, but the way his face changes for continuous shots is just damn cute!:D (On the other hand, I think I looked pretty bad in most of the photos!-_-)

HAPPYZ;
-Really appreciate how he always make time to meet me everyday before flying (met/he came to look for me for 5 consecutive days since he booked out!)
-Sweet treats which are hopefully sweet enough to last me the whole month uh! Secret Recipe cakes, Jelly beans && Popcorn! Goooood food.:D
-Studying at his house is pretty conducive (I hate to admit! HAHA)
-His mummy's awesomez home-cooked food again!
-Seeing that 'ginna happiness' on his face when he knew his family was sending him to the airport. Hahaha, seriously, it just makes me smile too. (The thought of this still can make me smile, lol!)
-Tagging along with his family to send him to the airport wasn't as awkward as I thought it would be. Thanks to his family members who tried to initiate conversations with me so that I won't feel so out of place!
-Cabbed home with his family, his daddy was damn nice to send me to the lift before leaving. Touched sio.
-And I got his Itouch, yay! Can play Pictureka when I get too bored studying!

It's weird how I don't even have the crying feeling at all, which is a good thing.(: I guess I just had a too awesome day to feel a single bit of emo now. Thanks so much, to you and your family. Nevertheless, I hope this one month will fly past. So gonna miss you. Work hard!♥

27 days, till then.(:

FOOD

2011-11-15T03:24:00.005+08:00

My lazy siblings were nice enough to go over to Lot1 just to have dinnerz with me! They came over, we walked one round around basement, and brilliant gorgor of mine suggested we go Teck Whye for dinner. AND IT WAS RAINING.

We went over anyways, had a feast! 5 dishes of dim sum, 2 popiahs, 1 packet of fries, 1 wanton soup, 1 sweet and sour fish rice, 1 gu lu yok rice, 1 hor fun. For the 3 of us. Hahaha. WAS SO DAMN FULL.

Despite so, I JUST FINISHED HALF A PACK OF MY GARRETT POPCORN. IRRESISTABLE, OMGZ. Super love the cheese one, so much of the caramel one left.:P

Much sweetness;
hopefully it can last for one whole month.
SGMY.

Motivation2!

2011-11-15T00:10:00.002+08:00

Garrett Popcorn, The Chicago Mix.(:
JUST SO AWESOME!
Double Happiness.♥

Motivation!

2011-11-14T01:40:00.005+08:00

3 slices of Secret Recipe cheesecakes delivered with love on a rainy day.
Happiness.♥

Last Date

2011-11-12T23:45:00.004+08:00

好久，真的好久没感觉那么幸福了。谢谢你。（：

可却有那一点的害怕。

2011-11-10T01:34:00.003+08:00

What is true, what is not?
What is fair, what is not?

Exam stress,
PMS,
all the dramas,
5 more days,
and every lil' thing.
Been so long since I felt this emptiness.

I meant it,
when I said I miss you.

Days

2011-11-08T00:00:00.005+08:00

YAY!:D

7 days to your flight.
11 days to my first paper.
20 days to my last paper.
27 days to my flight.
32 days to your return.
34 days to my return.

还是会 - 韦礼安

2011-11-07T00:30:00.002+08:00

在日出之前能不能再看一眼你的脸
在离开以前能不能再说一些真心的诺言
能不能给我更多的时间就躺在你的身边
把这画面
你静静的脸
温柔的肩
记在心里面

还是会害怕
醒来不在你身边的时候
害怕从此不在你左右
或许我
还是会还是会还是会不知所措
从今以后没有我
你会不会太寂寞

2011-11-06T01:10:00.002+08:00

All is different now. It's scary how things can change, just over a few months.

Someone I thought I could relate to, but ended up having frequent quarrels. Someone I thought I'd hope to be there for, but ended up with me losing my patience over and over again. Everything was just wrong, and no one is at fault.

I'm sincerely sorry for every mean thing I ever said, but that doesn't mean I didn't mean what I said. Every quarrel happened for a reason. At this point in time, it would be good to have a cooling off period for us.

I've said for the n-th time, don't assume. But if you insist, so be it, I don't see a need for me to defend or defame myself.

2011-11-04T23:07:00.001+08:00

Shall we call for a half time now?

Starbucks

2011-11-04T16:04:00.004+08:00

I'm pretty touched that you remembered, even though I stopped whining about it for so long alrdy. Thanks!♥

&I got my Starbucks card today, Christmas edition!! Been stupid of me not to get it earlier, I would gotten 2-3 complimentary drinks since school started. Hahaha. (You get a complimentary drink every 12 drinks you buy!)

STUDYZXZ

2011-10-24T01:15:00.003+08:00

Having a test later, yet I feel so restless. Study quite a bit in the afternoon, but didn't study for long. Came home straight, reached home about 7+, and I haven't studied since then.): I know I needed to study, I even drank coffee, but I kinda lost the motivation to.

Every semester, like just one month before exams, I will feel super sian of studying. I feel like no matter how much I study, I won't be able to cover everything for my exams. This semester, it's much worse. I'm lost in almost every other lectures, the lecturers now really suck.

Been sleeping a lot, like a lot of time in bed, but I haven't been sleeping well. I don't know what's wrong too.):

I miss everyone, all my close friends. It feels as though I haven't met them for a long long time. My dear princesses, MTM, council clique, swiss girlfriends, 3Fs, swiss guys, my relatives (I missed a few fam gatherings, D:), random friends here and there... I really cannot wait for Dec to come. Hais!

Having a family dinner tmr, more time wasted. Someone should just kill me. I should just go slp right? OKAY, I REALLY NEED TO START STUDYING FOR MY EXAMS. TMR I MUST START! Whereas for tmr quiz, I shld jus pray that Buddha will help.):

JIAYOUS TOO, MY FRIENDS&COUSINS FACING EXAMS IN THE FOLLOWING WEEK/MONTH.

3 ♥

2011-10-23T23:11:00.001+08:00

At 11:11, I pray that I still can shake your hands and say what I said to you.(:
OKAYYYYYY?

)':

2011-10-21T23:24:00.004+08:00

两岁的小悦悦去世了.
This news is so heart wrenching. ):

I sincerely hope that damn driver who accelerated to knock the girl down, and the 18 passers-by will live in guilt for the rest of their lives. But judging on how cold-blooded they were to leave an injured toddler lying there, I don't think they even have any feelings.

And seriously, the parents were at fault too. So irresponsible pls. She was just a 2yrs old girl, how can she be wandering off alone, esp near the road. And for 7 minutes, they didn't even realise that their daughter wasn't with them anymore?! I really cannot stand some parents nowadays, if you don't have the responsibility to take care of your own child, then don't freaking give birth.

I'm so bloody pissed with these people. Damn you heartless ATs, you don't deserve to live. This is adding on to how much I dislike them alrdy!

2 years

2011-10-20T18:18:00.005+08:00

TWO YEARS AGO,
still mugging for A's, sad that I didn't have a chance to go Tekong (Curious!), waiting for gorgor's call/text every night during his 2week's confinement, listening to his NS stories when he booked out.

TWO YEARS JUST FLEW PAST,
his ORD is tmr! He has been nagging about it since weeks ago. He was super excited before he left house for his ORD dinner just now.-_- There is an ORD celebration for him and birthday celebration for jiejie next week. o.o

*AND WHY IS HE FAIRER THAN ME?!?

hohoho

2011-10-20T12:53:00.003+08:00

I need to start noticing people around me.): Happened twice today, someone said 'hi' and another one smiled at me, but I have no idea who they are. I think I gave a blur face, before trying to return a smile. Hahaha.

Yay, 2 more hours and I'm ending Thursday's lessons. Dread Thursday in school! Last lab next week, double YAY!

Met Sharon at 3E ihub, here I am! But she is like studying, but here I am blogging. Horrible. Hasn't been studying efficient, been whining to my family more than studyinggggg. 29MORE DAYS OMG!

JIU MING AH!

YAY, IT'S THURSDAY!:D

2011-10-19T19:45:00.002+08:00

Me-time isn't me-time.

Went for a run, but aft 15-20mins, it started raining. Headed to lil' prof and went to see who was doing closing today. Happened to be a close colleague of mine, so i waited till she knocked off and walked home tgt. Short me-time, but i'm happy enough.(:

Kinda miss those pri/sec sch days when we loved to walk and play in the rain. But i'm past that stage. COLD! Hahaha, i shld go bathe!

Hope you're doing well out there in this cold weather!):

Road

2011-10-17T00:07:00.005+08:00

The t-junction downstairs became a roundabout! Looks damn luan nowwww. That night that they were trying to change the road, I was studying till 6am. Was so freaking noisy!

Looks like I cannot walk back from Phoenix LRT alrdy, no traffic lights for me to cross!!

Pleaseeeeee do.

2011-10-16T11:49:00.002+08:00

It's a torture waking up on a sunday morning still wondering if you'll book out today.): work hard!!

RANZ

2011-10-15T23:58:00.004+08:00

You know he really cares when he asks you what's wrong, and when you tell him nothing, he stays there waiting for the real reason.
-OhLoveQuotes.tumblr.com

Got the urge to sign up for a tumblr account everytime I tumblr-hop! But it will be so damn addictive, NONONO!

Getting what you always wanted before,
but losing what you've had before.

Selfish, but who cares.

2011-10-15T14:23:00.002+08:00

I'm tired of having all these trivial matters bothering me. Now, I just can't be bothered anymore. I want to do whatever I like, whatever I feel comfortable with. I'm not going to give a damn about anybody's feelings.

At least for now.
Give me time, give me space.
TYVM.

o.o

2011-10-15T02:42:00.003+08:00

As much as I'm irritated by the construction work at this unearthly time, I really pity these foreign workers working so hard to earn a living here. This is so weird, but JIAYOU!

Can't wait for this MRT construction to be ready, it's really noisy here!:/

A special friend

2011-10-14T22:42:00.003+08:00

It was then I realised how important you are to me. A different kind of importance, yet unquestionably important. To actually talk things out with you in this way requires a lot of courage, and it's probably something that I won't really do. But still, I'm glad I did. Because you are too good a friend to lose. In the past, now, and in future. I hope things have been pretty much sorted out..

"Continue to be my friend, as you will always find me yours.", if you rmb.(:

Somethings cannot be replaced.

2011-10-12T19:05:00.001+08:00

越努力当一个好朋友，却发现自己越做越差。

Have I been too insensitive all these while,
or have I been thinking too much lately?

2011-10-12T04:08:00.001+08:00

This is so distracting. I swear I tried very hard to conc listening to my e-lectures and trying to write conclusion for my tech comm report but it's not working. Drowned myself with coffee but still the focus is not here. My mind is just wandering...

If given a choice.. What would you choose?

But I wasn't given a choice at all, was I?

2011-10-11T11:29:00.001+08:00

Now is just not the time.
Concentrate.

2011-10-11T09:23:00.001+08:00

Memories can be so torturing at times.):

THE FIRST TIME

2011-10-09T22:18:00.001+08:00

It was better than I thought. HAPPYZ.

Sleep sleep and sleep

2011-10-08T23:49:00.003+08:00

I totally burnt two days sleeping.

Yesterday was supposed to be studying with Le Ting. Met her at BPP, but within an hour or so, we were back at my house. She was studying at the dining table, while I KO-ed on my sofa. Set my alarm for an hour, but after picking up a call, I off my alarm and went back to slp. Didn't wake up until like 3hours later. Studied for less than an hour, sent her to lrt, went to buy maggi mee for dinner, and aft that, slept for another 2hours. By then, it was around 10. At 12, I went to sleep again.

Woke up at 5 this morning, studied like till 6.30 before I decided to stop whining how tired I was and just go to slp! Dragged myself out of bed at 8.45am and got to school. I swear I had a super hard time trying to open my eyes. LOL

Maths test was stupid, never had a math test that tested so many theory Q before.-.-

Had Pepper Lunch with Meigi, Sharon, Haidar and Nigel for lunch. We all looked like zombies after awhile. All tired, I guess.

Headed home and SLEPT AGAIN. Waking up for a short while in between, but I was in bed till like 5+ 6. Met Jiong for dinner at BPP, Ichiban. Awesomez, I super love their Salmon Ichiban Don.(: Audrey asked me for KFC dinner while we were Q-ing up, so we asked her over to join us! In the end, she only reached after we finished eating and so we accompanied her to KFC instead. Chatted for a long while until Ry came over. WEIRD COMBI, but well, interestingz.(:

HAPPYZ. Love meeting Drey and Jiong because they never fail to make me laugh.(: And I love SBO.:D

Gmorning!

2011-10-07T09:39:00.003+08:00

It's a friday morning which i need to be in school by 0830 for 2lectures. But now at 0940 i'm still curled up in bed, texting and surfing net./: guiltyzz. So hungry, but too lazy to get up.

Achievements for this morning: i finally know how to load blogger and hotmail on my vivaz pro!(: but still i can't check my school's email.

Okay, i'm catching a lil' more rest before heading to bpp to study.): ): ):

Saturday tmr!!! But there's test in the morning!

Randomz

2011-10-06T17:27:00.004+08:00

#1. It's raining so heavily and I'm home alone. Suddenly thought of someone who used to laugh at me when I told him I get worried/scared when it is raining damn heavily. (Please note that I stay on the 28th storey and sometimes the wind blows so strongly that it sounds like my windows will break anytime.:/)

#2. I wanted to include something else but I can't rmb what. Oh wells, fill this up when it comes back to me.

#3. I was freaking pissed just now, but all is fine now.

#4. RIP Steve Jobs.